| Moving On |
[06 Jun 2005|02:21pm] |
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so as you guys know we graduated yesterday. then i had my whole family over for a BBQ. it was pretty fun seeing them. at 11pm it was grad night. we all went to school and it was honestly so amazing. the school didnt even look like gbn. half the time i didnt know where i was. it was so awesome how most of my grade was there. it was the best night ever for the last night. there were games, prizes, tons of food, so many activities, a dj, blow up courses, bball, volleyball, and so much more. i really couldnt have asked for a better night. after grad night we went to the beach to watch the sunrise. it was so cool. alot of us got drunk and shit. then the police came so that sucked, but it was honestly the most amazing night of my life. so many pictures below...
seniors-thanks for an incredible four years. im gonna miss you all so much. good luck with everything you do. i know you all are going to be so successful. im going to miss you all so much. thanks for everything. i love you. class of 05-we did it, and we were definitely the best class ever.
( party hardy rock and roll, drink bacardi smoke a bowl, weed is good and were stayin alive, cause were the class of 2005 )
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*26 in my memory  can i be your memory?* |
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| Graduation |
[05 Jun 2005|12:38am] |
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tonight was crazy. we drove around fucking everywhere possible...wheeling, buffalo grove, deerfield, glenview and obviously northbrook. we went to pat fernitz's house for like two hours and then wendys and then just about every walgreens around. yay it was fun! i got a new digital camera today so i took pics! TOMORROW IS GRADUATION!! it hasnt really hit me yet though. i cant believe it. ahhh. goodnight!
( ill be your best kept secret and your biggest mistake )
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| *12 in my memory can i be your memory?* |
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| College |
[01 Jun 2005|12:27pm] |
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alright so in about 30 minutes im going to michigan to register for college. i cant believe im already registering. im ready to get away, but im also not ready. im gonna miss everybody here so much.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ARLEY!
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| *12 in my memory can i be your memory?* |
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| shut the FUCK up! |
[24 May 2005|04:30pm] |
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saturday night was soo much fun. me, erica, arley, susie, alli and mandy went to dicks last resort for dinner. that place is fucking cool as hell. "the little girls drinking beer!!" "no, its root beer arley" haha okay well we were having a napkin throwing fight with the table next to us...so much fun! then we went back to the hotel and partied and had guys there and yeah it was fun. no detail on here...someone might print it out. YOU BITCH! okay, well below are tons of pictures. enjoy!
( arley we cant go online, THERE ISNT A SCREEN! )
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| *20 in my memory can i be your memory?* |
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| SPRINGFEST '05 |
[20 May 2005|08:42pm] |
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we had springfest today. pretty much the best day of the year. no class, we hang out outside, eat amazing food, sign yearbooks and more. it was my last one =( sad. anyways it was fun and i only have one picture now cause its from my friends camera so ill post the rest later when i get them. <33 ps-i hate boys. kthanks.
 me erica fara
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| *4 in my memory can i be your memory?* |
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| OH SNAP! |
[18 May 2005|06:44pm] |
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as we go on we remember, all the times we had together, and as our lives change come whatever, we will still be friends forever -- today we got our cap and gowns. we also got our ticket to grad night. this is it. senior year is finally over pretty much. this year went by way fast. it had its ups and downs. im gonna miss everybody so much...
tomorrow im pretty much called out of school all day. flower sale at school, yay! not that im gonna be selling all day but whatever. we got our yearbooks today! i love yearbooks so much, theyre pretty cool!
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| *18 in my memory can i be your memory?* |
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| Give Me Anything |
[17 May 2005|05:25pm] |
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i just absolutly love how i get in trouble for everything. first period today we werent even doing anything in class (we were moving flowers for the sale tomorrow and thursday) and me and some other people were fucking around throwing shit around and whatever sooooooo we get yelled at by this bitchy teacher whos gonna really get it at the last day of school from me cause im so sweet! and then my teacher was yelling at me so i walked away and he was still yelling at me (but really talking to himself). haha kayy whatever!
give me something worth living for
the rest of this week is soo blow off and next week i take my finals. omg. thats really scary! im taking them a week early cause i wont be here for the real finals week. OH WELL. im so done with school, i dont care about it anymore. i just cant wait for summer! yayy!
give me anything to keep me breathing
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| *4 in my memory can i be your memory?* |
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| Hi. I'm Stupid |
[16 May 2005|07:32pm] |
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today school sucked! okay i got called stupid by my math AND english teacher. okay math was bullshit today...arley ugh thank god you are in there with me. that was so rude of mal. "dont try to sound impressive...cause you dont" okay fuck you bitch! haha. i lost my napoleon dynamite dvd please give it to me if you find it. thanks! i lost a library book but who cares? not me. had a job interview w/ kids korner today...not bad. i hope i get it cause i really need a job! yay.
today - shortened schedule
wednesday - yearbooks
thursday - senior assembly
friday - springfest
your all i need
im on my knees
watch me bleed
would you listen please
( i want you...theres no doubt )
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| *4 in my memory can i be your memory?* |
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| so effing bored |
[14 May 2005|02:54pm] |
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my baby cousins name is alex!! congrats randi <33
im so effing bored right now. theres nothing to do & the fact that im lazy as hell doesnt help. i might go to best buy later and then i might go visit my grandma, and see how shes doing.
when a girl is quiet - she has a million things running through her mind
when a girl looks down - shes uncomfortable
when a girl is not arguing - shes thinking deeply
when a girl answers "im fine" after a few seconds - shes not fine at all
when a girl stares at you - shes wondering why you are lying
when a girl lays on your chest - shes wishing that youll be there forever
when a girl calls you everyday - she is seeking for your attention
when a girl wants to see you everyday - she wants to be pampered
when a girl says "i love you" - she means it
when a girl says she cant live without you - she has her future set
when a girl says "i miss you" - she means it and nobody can miss you more
when a girl is jealous about other people seeing you more than she does - its because she loves you and misses you so much
from the bottom of my broken heart
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| *16 in my memory can i be your memory?* |
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| R.I.P |
[12 May 2005|11:18pm] |
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today was my grandpas funeral. it was at 3 but we had to be there at 130. it was so sad and so hard. today felt like forever. it really hit me when they started lowering the casket into the ground. i am sooo not good with funerals. i said my final goodbye then went home. carly, arley, erica, alli, gina, jenny, catherine, jorie, tina, mitch, benji, carlos, ari, mickey, philly, max, danny and anybody else who i forgot to mention...thanks for being there tonight. it really means alot to me. i love you guys.
grandpa-i know youre in a better place now. i love you so much and i miss you alot. you will always be in my heart. rest in peace. 04.24.29 - 05.11.05
my cousin randi had a baby girl today =) i love you randi & congrats
( i know youre in a better place, even though i cant see your face, i know youre smilin down on me saying everythings okay... )
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| *8 in my memory can i be your memory?* |
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| I love you Papa |
[11 May 2005|05:07pm] |
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R.I.P Papa <3
i love you and miss you 5/11/05
if tears could build a stairway
and memories were a lane
id walk right up to heaven
and bring you home again
no farewell words were spoken
no time to say goodbye
you were gone before i knew it
and only god knows why
my heart still aches in sadness
and secret tears still flow
what it meant to lose you
nobody will ever know
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| *19 in my memory can i be your memory?* |
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| 7th Grade |
[10 May 2005|09:53pm] |
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"LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, WELCOME TO THE 7TH GRADE" - definitely said by mal today. thanks dude. NOT. omg i hate you! okay so in math today arley and i were passing notes cause we were bored and it was only a review day. whatever. we passed notes for like 10 minutes then he saw arley give it to me and then i was writing her back and he definitely took it from my desk. ASSHOLE. arley i cant wait til our party with like the boys! haha we need to plan that!
look for the girl with the broken smile
find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot
who calls you back when you hang up on him
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep
wait for the boy who kisses your forehead
who wants to show you off to the world when youre in your sweats
who holds your hand in front of his friends
who thinks your just as pretty without makeup on
wait for the one who is constantly reminding you how much he cares
and how lucky he is to have you
wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "thats her..."
and she will be loved...
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| *4 in my memory can i be your memory?* |
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| Is It Worth It? |
[09 May 2005|11:10pm] |
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i just typed my english paper and i definitely didn't save it. go me! whatever i'm not redoing it cause its like soo not worth it. im so bored right now and i took like a 12 hour nap today so yeah, doesn't look like im going to bed anytime soon. woo hoo. i have so much math hw to do, i really don't feel like doing it either. oh well. i can't really find my phone right now, so thats not cool. it's somewhere around here. im about ready to quit school. im getting the worst grades ever, YAY IM SMART. okay, leave me love please. <3
s u s i e || e r i c a || m e
why do we love the people who hurt us, and hurt the people who love us?
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| *10 in my memory can i be your memory?* |
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| b o r e d |
[08 May 2005|04:50pm] |
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this weekend was crazy. did so much. carly-amazing job in the ice show...along with holly jamie katie etc. im soo gonna get a saturday. ugh i hate saturdays. how the hell do you get out of them? i need to know. kthanks! i really dont wanna go to school this week so well see if i have to. i cant believe theres only like 28 days until graduation. wow this year went by wicked fast.
( i'm running out of perfect moments )
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| *10 in my memory can i be your memory?* |
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| Quickame |
[05 May 2005|10:57pm] |
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today was the lamest day ever. i didnt do shit. i had detention in the morning, then during horticulture i went to the nurse and slept for a while cause i needed a nap, and then went outside to play with the ducks. one died but i swear it wasnt my fault. then during free period i didnt do shit. i like dont even remember what i did so moving on, i didnt go to spanish today cause its lame and it was nice out and i had last period free. what a blow off day!
im sorry i cant be perfect
hung with haley after school for a while, and i have no life. QUICKAME! that was hilarious. yay. okay then i came home and took a nap and watched darkness then requiem for a dream. this weekend im for sure getting a fish or two with holly and lindsey. hollys deff naming hers rhombus! we rock. and wendys and maybe getting a puppy? yeah my mom would be real cool with that idea.
( did you know you used to be my hero )
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| *8 in my memory can i be your memory?* |
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